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My life is very wonderful. Almost as wonderful as giving a emo kid scissors and letting then run with it.
About Me
"The worst catagories in life are: would have, could have, and should have"
Those words have been my motto for awhile now. Funny how they aren't even my orginal words. but I agree completely.
I believe that perfection is the boringest thing you can have. And if you think you are too high up, and don't bother looking down, it may hurt more than you expect when you crash and fall.
The most beautiful things can only been seen by the heart, not by the eyes.
Oh wait, that was my deep side, wait till you see my other side. Heh, I said deep xD.
If you get me angry I'll shove a fork up you Hu-ha and spit on your back while you walk away in pain, and I laugh. REAL HARD.
But don't feel bad, I'll never talk behind your back, if I don't like you, I'll just say it to your face, and if I REALLY don't like you, I'll even slap it while I'm at it.
Im generous, I save you all the pondering.
Love is so beautiful isn't it? Who haven't had those moments of the most painful heartache as a prize for the most warming moments? If your precious years didn't have those turned up-side-down waves and just a peaceful flow, then that's real sad.
Didn't it feel so much better to have a good laugh after you got rejected then to wonder what would have happened if you had the guts to let those annoying voices giving you insomnia out?
Some people may call me bipolar, but I call it, being human.
weakendless
Sunday, August 30, 2009, 6:39 PM
Ironically, the weekend is actually boring compared to the weekday. The highlight of the weekend was talking to Kevin till 5:30 am. YES, 5:30 am. Well it had it’s prize, now my mom is like super super SUPER strict about late phone calls, and if she hears my voice after 11… That will be the last time anyone EVER hear my voice -___-.
I REALLY need to do my homework right now… Like…. Now. NOW SUE!!!! Oh Good lord…
As promised, I uploaded the pictures from the photoshoot on Friday. This isnt all of it of course. I was just testing my newly installed photoshop, its got ALOT of gliches :(
Oh well~
I had to put them as one photo, reduce the size, then upload, or else it’s too big and the computer crashes each time
“What was he like?”
“he was like a river, always rapidly moving forward, and I was always a part of his life, moving alone with him”
“If he was like a river, then Im the ocean, always there and ready to catch you no matter what”
~ Sky of Love <3
Oh snap zap, and bang <3
Friday, August 28, 2009, 8:24 PM
Today, had a test in TrigPreCal, it was easier, at least, easy enough that I shouldnt have wasted 1 hour of my sleep last night -___-. Vivian is still taking some time to get used to my contacts, she'll come through. Note to self: NEVER to the "tsk tsk" finger on front of Myron.
World History, we had this activity where we were pretending like we were stranded on an island, and had to start our own government, and the only thing that mattered was: anshu = the law, anoop = the punishment -___________-. Im pretty sure no one would break any rules on this island.
dhcldkcpd! Hckdoscjpd! FREE FOOD @ LUNCH!!! We stood next to grills having black flame roaming out of it for 1hour, in 100 degree sunburn, the things we do for food... I ate like... 4 GIANT cookies, 1 burger, two burgers, 3 cans of diet soda xDD Fatty ><
Remind me to beat up that ADD freshman, he broke my shock pen!! ON PURPOSE!!! what a hoe, everyone LOVED that pen =((( I havent used it to its full potential yet >< STUPID STUPID ADD.
Photography class, photo shoot with Davis and Alex, they are such good partners.... I had like... 50shot of Davis, 30 shot of Alex, and 2 shot of myself. Some of the pictures are pretty cool, Ill upload them later. The best experience outta this was I got to sit on top of the lockers in the boy's room and take picture of Davis and Alex, oh baby <333. And oh, steal free ice from the training room, Im such a bad ass, I should like join the mafia or something.
Then we went to Nancy's house to watch Death Note later, but...the...electricity...in...her...house...went...out xD. We just gossiped and attempted to find Connie a potential bf, you can imagine how successfully THAT went. Then I called Nick later to see if he wanted to go see a movie next week, afterward, I called Ashley going "MOMMY!! I called uncle" only to realize I called my real mom instead xD. Real smart sue, real smart. Took a 2 hour nap when I got home so I can stay up late asian gambling tonight ^^y
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I predict the unpredicted
Thursday, August 27, 2009, 7:12 PM
Tudai... Well, I got my phone taken away in English, and ironically, he didn't notice it when I was texting like 2 feet away from him, and at that time, he was showing other two student next to me the jar labeled "ashes of problem students" jar, and me thinking "I better put my phone away or I'll end up in there =__=" But he never noticed. But, in the middle of ME answering a question, it rung, and he made me hand it over, just when he was telling me to go and see him at the end of class, it rung again -__-. Yes, went through a whole day without my phone, it was a miracle I survived. Then during break, I tossed Rocky's jacket at Vivian, not the best way to ask her the favor of returning it to him... Think she's still mad at me... Sorry Vivian...
PE... Er... Lets just say Megan's squat kinda look like lap dances. And oh: Megan: hey anoop, Doesnt her purple eyes look soooooo natural? Anoop: Oh, you know, when I was 5, I had a pet Lizard, his eyes look just liked yours! Megan: ...He's artistic, don't mind him. xD Lunch.... Ate like... 3 bags of fatty chips <3. Im so healthy. Chem... Did this weird thing where we wrote step by step instruction to... climb steps -___- Chinese... er... Calligraphy, then I spilled my ink all over my paper, had to redo the whole thing >< I also started shocking everyone with my shock pen so now, even when I lift my hand up, people start to shiver xD.
Then I shocked Chris after school... Think he's like, shock addict or something, he stole my pen and ran away with it till I screamed "STOP RIGHT NOW!! MY PANTS ARE FALLING DOWN!!!" =P Then went over to Nancy's house again and watched L change the world with her instead of doing hw like I was suppose to. Got lost on my way out haha. Im so smart I forgot to take a picture of my outfit today, sawrri :(
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Song of the day:
you like like irony, a bad attempt at the cruelest jokes
Wednesday, August 26, 2009, 5:46 PM
Today was fun ^^ And... and... awkward, but still, fun <3.
Trig, okay, I think someone in my trig class is KINDA cute. But I'll keep you guessing for now.And no, cute does not = like...
Then.... World history, I sit next to Cynthia, and will be for 6weeks, yay!! So much hw for world history today through =___=
Digital Phography... so awkward, we had to hug random people and then run to their places as "ice breaker" And Matt convinced the teacher his name was Tom the whole time xD. Funni. Then, we had to do a report on our partner (he choose) and then do a photoshoot and choose 10pictures representing who they are. My partner is... Davis... and I didnt know till afterward that he is... someone... er... my friends know... or... knew... very... well... kinda... Thats all Im saying.
Then then, I passed by Derek, he complimented me on my contacts, finally SOMEONE who have good taste xD. Senior =P. No moar Chinese for him. Or rather, no more his chinese project for me, jkjk. But yea, we chatted a bit ^^ Then Amber also complimented my contacts, double score!!
After school me and Elaine and Nancy went to Nancy's house, did our hw, then Elaine went home but me and Nancy went for ice cream with Vivian downtown, o much walking plus we got lost -__-
First 3 day of sophomore year seem pretty good so far, but for how long?
And oh, couldn't sleep last night because of what Steven said about me not being able to get into UCLA because my grades are mediocre and I have no extra curricular... depressing, but true... thanks Steven. I wanna go back to dream world Steven.
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My outfit today:
song of the day:
lies are only beautiful when its unbroken
Tuesday, August 25, 2009, 4:42 PM
(Imma start using the title as ur insight hint to all those things I will not express publicly, arent u just thrilled? ^^)
I think Sophomore year will be better than freshman year :D
We measured our weight and height in PE. I shrunk AND gre fatter =__=. I was THIS close to taking off my skirt in the spirit of having a few lb less xD. Yea... That would been SOME scene right there. But I didnt, for obvious reasons...
Well, the day didn't start off well since my mom was being a bitch in the morning, but thats okay <3. We played the ninja game during lunch and it got super out of control. Met Minsow, Powell their other friend who I forgot the name of (I call him A.D.D) WHY IS EVERYONE TALLER THAN ME???? >[[[ even when I stand 1 stair higher than A.D.D he's still taller than me ><
Chemistry H class was sooo kewl! We did this kick ass experiment where we dropped a penny into chloride and it was just sheer awesomeness &hearts
Nancy stole my Chem book because she was too lazy to get hers from her locker, then afterschool, when I was try to find her, I thought this random girl was elaine so I grabbed her and spazzed out "OMG!!!!! GO FIND NANCY FOR ME NOW!!! OR ELSE IMMA DIE!!!" Then to realize... she wasnt Elaine xD Wow, that was just great.
Oh, and also, Chris passed by me and was like "You look like an anime cosplayer today" Woooow Chris, what happened to "what you're wearing is cool, but different"? -__- DOes it rly??
and ur song of the day ^^y
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握不住的他, 放下吧...
Monday, August 24, 2009, 7:16 PM
The title will not be explained, Thats as much as I'll say reguarding that issue. Use a translater if you don't know what it means. Anywayzzzz, FIrst day of school. Better than I thought. I should summarize: 1. English: Who I have in my class? Sophia... Elaine... Stephanie... And I think that's all I care about. Oh, there's a cute guy there who I will not state the name of just in case xD. Oh lord, I have Gustavo in the class. I literally went like O___O when I saw him. Think that's the only time you will see my eyeballs... Another year of English class with Gustavo...
2. PE: I have... Mei and Megan. And Gustavo again, OMGEEE, can you imagine my joy? His real name is Anders lul, I'll be making fun of him for that now. Too bad I can't be wearing boots to PE and kick him with it like last year :D. Then some freshmen who no one care about. And sophomores in that case, at least, not that I care about =P
BTW: Cant wait till I start taking some cool message portraying photos of my own to post in my blog instead of relying on baidu to find photos, it will represent the situation better if I took the photo myself, no?
3. Chemistry H: Zzzzzzz. BORING as hell. And oh, you know what the H stand for? They lied when they said Chemistry Honors, its Chemistry Hard, the class havent even offically started and I can feel myself pouring corrosive chemical on myself on purpose so I can get injured and not go anymore.
4. TrigPreCal H: Again, H = hard, NOT honors -__-. I have Troxell as teacher. ENough said. And Elaine sit so far away from me now, she can't even help me anymore...
5. World History: I guess since alot of my friends are in there, it'll be kinda fun ^^ We'll seeeeee
6. Digital photography: I have Mei again yay <333 And oh, Matt's in there. Nice "Anime club" Matt xD. I guess he's only there because he thinks photography includes porn. jkjk. Rocky's there too. luulhowinteresting.
7. Chinese 4 H: You know what this H stand for: notHard. Lol Sorry that was retarded. But you know me. Chinese is soo easy for me. Hansen can't get over my contacts, so when most people left to pick up textbook cept for 7, they started to talk about my contacts, even this guy I didnt know... How odd... Oh, I ate a 700cal chocolate Izzy gave me for lunch xD.
And, when I passed by -----, I stopped and looked, then looked away, then everyone asked in unison "STILL??" And I nodded slowly, I dont know if I am or not... Im rly confused right now. Speaking of which, like my title says:握不住的他, 放下吧... But Im not talking about the same ----- Enuff said. Actually, too much said in that last paragraph.
BTW: Cant wait till I start taking some cool message portraying photos of my own to post in my blog instead of relying on baidu to find photos, it will represent the situation better if I took the photo myself, no?
"do u believe in luv at first site? or do i have to walk by u again?"
Friday, August 21, 2009, 11:07 PM
btw: ignore the title, nothing to do with blog, I just thought it was too cheesy to not share
I feel so ditched today... It was Asian gamble Friday night. And it's been forever. BUT, okay, when I was gone, my mom was always going out with her bf on Friday nights instead of going Asian gamble, THEN, Coco's dad got an emergency errand in LA, so Sonia's mom didn't wanna come (they say she likes Coco's dad.. which... okay... EW, not that I care much, adult stuff, ew) SO THEN, Eric's aunt didn't want to come... Which means, Sonia AND Eric didn't come. Soooo, guess what I got to finish?? thats right! BBF!!! Not how I was hoping to finish it... But never less, I did, now I got all the OST stuck in my head... Did I mention how much Im in love with Kim Hyun Joong?? Good lord oh baby <333. Btw: all Korean celebs name sound so similar to me lol
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