Hello.
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My life is very wonderful. Almost as wonderful as giving a emo kid scissors and letting then run with it.
About Me
"The worst catagories in life are: would have, could have, and should have"
Those words have been my motto for awhile now. Funny how they aren't even my orginal words. but I agree completely.
I believe that perfection is the boringest thing you can have. And if you think you are too high up, and don't bother looking down, it may hurt more than you expect when you crash and fall.
The most beautiful things can only been seen by the heart, not by the eyes.
Oh wait, that was my deep side, wait till you see my other side. Heh, I said deep xD.
If you get me angry I'll shove a fork up you Hu-ha and spit on your back while you walk away in pain, and I laugh. REAL HARD.
But don't feel bad, I'll never talk behind your back, if I don't like you, I'll just say it to your face, and if I REALLY don't like you, I'll even slap it while I'm at it.
Im generous, I save you all the pondering.
Love is so beautiful isn't it? Who haven't had those moments of the most painful heartache as a prize for the most warming moments? If your precious years didn't have those turned up-side-down waves and just a peaceful flow, then that's real sad.
Didn't it feel so much better to have a good laugh after you got rejected then to wonder what would have happened if you had the guts to let those annoying voices giving you insomnia out?
Some people may call me bipolar, but I call it, being human.
4-12-09
Sunday, April 12, 2009, 2:58 PM
*sigh*
Spring break is so boring this year.
Yea i went to LA and all but that was boring too =P
And i ate sooo much during the trip
fatty ><
Spent the 10hr ar rie (5 hr to there and another 5 back) reading weird Teen books that hopefully is exaggerated. I really don't want to think that any HS is anywhere NEAR as "active and mature" as those books describe people to be -__-
WAAAAAAAAA
omg my life is so boring
i remember when i wish my life would have less drama back in 6th grade and now that i got that i'm still not as happy
I will never be satified im such a spoiled child haha xD
oh the irony
I remember my "zao-zao" journal back in 6th grade lol
good times.
WHat happened to it anyways?
Oh thats right, Darion tossed it away hoping i wuld get over my obsession
guess it didnt work lol
He should have kept it and used it against me haha stupid Darion
Okay not really considering i showed it to everyone and Didn't care who i bitched about.
WHat happened to that sue?
That sue who didn't care who she crossed and had to get her feelings out.
Now I'm just some shallow wannabe coward who is scared what people think of me althrough i keep on trying to tell myself i don't care and is afraid to speak my mind and hide beneathe layers of makeup.
COmpared to that hideous ugly monster back in MIddle school who would do anything and share her deepest most intense thought and was the deepest person alive and didn't care how many people would hate her and who she would cross to get her feelings acrossed to the world
Wow...
I am so different from who i used to be
and the worse thing is, I dont know hwich one i like better, even if i did, I dont know what i can do about it
*bangs head*
Okay, too deep though
still need to clean my room...
Yea, boring break, werd book about active teens, story of my life