Hello.
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My life is very wonderful. Almost as wonderful as giving a emo kid scissors and letting then run with it.
About Me
"The worst catagories in life are: would have, could have, and should have"
Those words have been my motto for awhile now. Funny how they aren't even my orginal words. but I agree completely.
I believe that perfection is the boringest thing you can have. And if you think you are too high up, and don't bother looking down, it may hurt more than you expect when you crash and fall.
The most beautiful things can only been seen by the heart, not by the eyes.
Oh wait, that was my deep side, wait till you see my other side. Heh, I said deep xD.
If you get me angry I'll shove a fork up you Hu-ha and spit on your back while you walk away in pain, and I laugh. REAL HARD.
But don't feel bad, I'll never talk behind your back, if I don't like you, I'll just say it to your face, and if I REALLY don't like you, I'll even slap it while I'm at it.
Im generous, I save you all the pondering.
Love is so beautiful isn't it? Who haven't had those moments of the most painful heartache as a prize for the most warming moments? If your precious years didn't have those turned up-side-down waves and just a peaceful flow, then that's real sad.
Didn't it feel so much better to have a good laugh after you got rejected then to wonder what would have happened if you had the guts to let those annoying voices giving you insomnia out?
Some people may call me bipolar, but I call it, being human.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 7:35 PM
Seems kinda early to blog about my week. BUt idk why Im in a bloggy mood today =P
I guess I can be like those weird people who consider Sunday as the begining of the week and tell you about my week so far..
alright... let's see... Irony is a bitch. That's just a fact. Mother's day begin the tensing fight I have been having with my mom this whole week. Yup, Irony's a bitch alright.
Then later that night Chris texted me and we haven't talked for a long time so after 11pm due to my retarded phone curfew he called me since that was the only way I can reach the outside world after 11 (so much for the curfew mom...)
So we stayed up till nearly 2 having Karaoke over the phone... he's not kidding when he say he can hog the mic... or phone... or whatever we were doing by singing songs back and force(mostly back... or forth... or whatever it is when he sings 10songs straight and I don't get a chance.." and strangly, the "begining" of the week, was the highlight of my week... how pathetic... Okay, Technically it was pass 12 so Monday... whatever...
And Monday was just so boring... Well it's a monday, whatever you expect I guess
Tuesday, started off my day bad by getting angry+disappointment+sad+fustrated by the same little thing that happens all the time that I shouldn't let bug me in the first place and yet it hits me smack above the left boob everyday (know your anatomies, or rather, just look down and see which organ is above the left boob...)
then there wasn't much to it except for this other thing that again I should be used to and shouldn't let it bug me in the first place but hits above the left boob everysingle day... no wonder people ways my boobs are even, what do you expect?
Yea I know, Im so obvious when it comes to what's bothering me.
I try to tell myself "Today is going to be better than the last" (quote Ashley) but it seems like the phrase "It's only gonna get worse." (quote steven) seem to be more and more true each day, totally sucks.
and Today was just basically STAR testing, went downtown to eat lunch with Izzy, I seriously did not know you can find lunch for under double digit in Saratoga downtown... how special. THen I had to come home and more testing, well okay, math SAT subject 2 practice test, whatever, did so bad... Thanks mom, my self esteem is higher now...
Then me and Ashley talked for like an hour about life and I guess that made me feel a bit better... for a bit...
and now here I am blogging about it
oh joy~